I use to write blogs years ago. And for some reason, I lost the passion for it. Since Multiply shut down, I decided not to do any blogs anymore plus the fact that I lost all my old posts because I was too lazy to download it and to upload it to another website. Unfortunately it's one part of my life that I won't be able to revisit.
Annoyance aside, I've been restless and for some reason my passion for life is ebbing away. I would just rather sit in front of my laptop, read or reread novels or just watch movies or tv shows for hours. Being lazy to do stuff or live my life the way I'm suppose to. At work, my creativity is turning mediocre and somehow I can't find the drive that I used to have. Maybe I need to rest and take time to reflect on what I want to do.
My journal seems to be neglected as I don't write as I used to. I have topics in my head but unfortunately whenever I get back to my place, I just shut down mentally. Maybe in writing a blog again I would be able to put my reflections and find what's missing. My discontentment is growing despite the reminder I've read from desiringGod.com that I should be content. (Philippians 4:11-13) Perhaps in time I would. I should fight of this discontentment and free myself from self pity.
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